
So sad for Qiu. When he finally found someone not up with him for money, expecting that they were in a legitimate relationship. He got his heart broken. Yeah, he was some playboy because he understands that no one of his friends or girlfriends were genuine with him to begin with. Hope this will make him grow to a more mature person. I'm not really hoping for them to be together anymore. I've been expecting this also, from an extra (probably the new year or xmas one) where the author said not all of the pairs will actually remain together.

Yeah, I've reread this again, for the nth time, since the extras were translated. And damn, if you say you only love Zishu yet you call your toyboy's name while having sex with Zishu? No, you don't only love Zishu. You bastard.
Oh god, my broken heart and wound reopened, it's throbbing and hurting again! After reading the spinoff and felt better after that, here comes another heartbreak. Somebody, please make a manhua from the spinoff!

Yo I was so annoyed at people's comments when I was reading the novel. They really compared the doctor to that pos seme because he "prevented" them from spending their last days together like abusers get any rights and entitlement to who they abused? And like did they miss the part where zhishu made the decision to finally put his foot down and walked the fuck out? It's ridiculous how much people forgive absolute garbage seme

Where did you read the spinoff? Can you put down the link please?

I just found this spinoff of sorts. Might help me (or even you) get over this after 3 years of broken and throbbing heart I got from the novel and this. I mean, I'm pretty depressed because of this like I think about it every time I shower or walk alone, for the past 3 or so years, and my heart just fucking hurts even if I'm not Zishu.
https://doufu.la/novel-496596

I just want to share this from the end of Assistant Song's letter (Google Translate):
He Zhishu may be just a faint white water for Jiang Wenxu, drinking thirst quencher at the beginning, and later fell in love with drinking a variety of flavored drinks. When the water is exhausted, he knows that what is lost is indispensable to life.
Life can't come back, be better for the people around you, don't understand and cherish because you are lost, don't regret it because you missed it. This is what I learned for ten years and I want to tell everyone.
Well, I feel a bit better now after being broken for 3 years, because of the novel and this, when I reread Assistant Song's letter. But I still hate JIANG WENXU!!!
https://www.vodtw.la/html/book/52/52551/Index.html
I still felt sad when Shigure cared a lot for and decided to run away with Shiro. If they were successful, we would have ended with Shigure x Shiro and Haru left alone. Shiro already has feelings for Shigure at that time with the way Shigure cared for him, it's inevitable that they would end up together in just few more years when Shiro has grown up a bit. While, Haru, broken-hearted, all alone and stuff. It just leaves a bad taste for me. Anyways, Shigure died and broke two hearts but at the end of the day Haru got a new love.
Nah. He saw Shiro as a son. And was trying to prevent of him ending up like himself. That was his entire reason for everything he does for Shiro, whereas he did love Haru. Haru was like a safe haven for him. He allowed himself to be weak in front of Haru. Also, I don't know if you read the prequel but to me, while they tal about love, it was more like admiration and having someone who cares about you, much like a child with their parent.
I mean yeah at that point, but eventually their dynamics would have changed later on since Haru is not with them, they only have themselves and Shiro would have grown older by then.
Most likely not, shigure saw him as son so why would it change? Not only could it be a type of grooming but also I don’t think he’d start liking shiro in a romantic way because shiro grew up. With that type of thinking it’s like a parent who starts liking their kid once they hit 18 or something.
(Also sorry for replying 4 years later and for my grammar)