xochipilli May 28, 2021 9:36 pm

"what if I looked like a conservative person!!" omfg me going outside without a mask on lmaooo >.<

xochipilli April 26, 2021 7:21 pm

All of the comics I'm following going on months-long hiatus like WHAT IF I WAS SUICIDAL. WHAT IF THAT WAS MY LAST STRAW

    Emm31 April 26, 2021 7:29 pm

    It’s my 13 reason

    Alex April 26, 2021 8:59 pm

    Lmao that was awesome

xochipilli April 17, 2021 5:57 pm

Does anyone know which chapter nemu gave maya the gluck gluck??

xochipilli April 13, 2021 3:24 am

Does anyone else feel their stomach drop every time the ball is mentioned? It feels so wrong to think of Wolfgang being intimate with anyone other than Shin. This comic has done so much work to create an intense emotional bond between the two MCs that seeing it all fall apart is making me miserable. I hope there's some kind of payoff where Shin and Wolfgang can become a loving pair, because right now it feels like they're never going to come to a point where they recognize their mutual love and it's such a bummer

xochipilli February 11, 2021 6:36 am

la miki minach

xochipilli November 23, 2020 10:11 am

This story reads really cohesively when read in one sitting! Super satisfying. & as much as i love the story i do sharpe and rabbit bone soon hahaha I feel like it’s taking them forever ahhh!! But I guess that’ll make them getting together all the more satisfying

xochipilli November 22, 2020 10:44 pm

This arc is very clearly trying to explore mental illness (idk im not a psychiatrist but Chowon probably has bpd and is experiencing hallucinations [a bad sign!]) and no that doesn't excuse his actions from before but we're seeing a gradual change in Chowon and we just reached a turning point—which is important! When you're at the height of an episode (in my experience with depression) there is no motivation to get better. We literally cannot think of a better life for ourselves because we either feel like we don't deserve it or have just been so defeated by life (in this case Chowon has been in his opinion betrayed by Dojun and has not healed—he is constantly angry and on edge because he is consumed by what happened) that we cannot change by ourselves. And so we isolate ourselves and get worse and we let our thoughts race obsessively over what made us this way. like of course Chowon was going to get worse when Dojun stopped coming home!! he was alone and left to spiral! Not entirely Dojun's fault because it's his life or whatever but what do you expect from someone who was probably predisposed to having a psychiatric disorder anyway. We spiral very easily because we are unwell.

Obviously this is a fictional story set in an impossible world and not really that great of a representation of mental illness but I see some accuracies between all the drama. Because while this arc is mainly drama there is an attempt to portray a story of mental illness and it shows. Anyway just my thoughts and why I pity Chowon a lot because I seen some people call Chowon just spoiled and not mentally ill when huh??? he was literally hallucinating and having violent thoughts lmfaooo he is very mentally unwell.

xochipilli November 17, 2020 10:31 am

THIS IS SO SCARY??? AHHH

xochipilli November 13, 2020 4:48 am

Does anyone know what website is hosting this comic so that I can buy the chapters?

xochipilli November 6, 2020 11:01 pm

Im calling it right now NK is gonna dieeee :((((

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