
Hi, I am looking for a story that makes you want to die, vomit and is in loop cuz it's Traumatizing(▰˘◡˘▰)

- https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/doravmon/ I wanted to rip my eyes out of my eye sockets, bleach, grind, and burn them after reading this

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/non_zero_sum/ (bad ending abuser x abusee)

Something traumatizing but good plot is
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/acid_town/
hi im looking for mangas that makes you poke when you think about it (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ (its for my collection of disturbing mangas)
Wdym makes you poke???? Like flinch?? What?
Anyways I’ve read a lot of bad toxic stuff (like I don’t even think the famous orc bride and stuff like that is even that bad or at least it didn’t mentally disturb me)
But “non zero sum” did something to me I literally was ugly sobbing and everytime I look at the tops face I wanna puke
Can’t remember the name but it was a BL where the guy was basically trapped into a relationship by his younger brother and you just read it hoping he can get away but in the end he just becomes dead inside and accepts that he can never get away from him.
Thier twins right
I already read it (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
No, they’re step brothers. Basically he helps his younger brother brother get off when he’s young and doesn’t know what to do with his body which is wtaf in the first place then the brother gets obsessed and makes him do more as he grows up via blackmail and tricks him by picking up the phone on his boyfriend who calls so he gets dumped and that’s when he kind of realizes his life is over. Like his now ex boyfriend even picks up on something being wrong and possibly noncon but he’s so resigned to his fate he doesn’t even bother asking for help.