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I didn't get far in Pearl boy so does they guy he has a crush on for years know he has a crush on him? && just ignores it cause from what I see it's pretty damn obvious that he was in love with that man. Even to the point others could also see it.
Also I get this is going to be 1 of those toxic stories where he eventually falls for his pyscho abuser/rapist. && I honestly feel kinda sad cause while I don't know much about his character it seems like someone who is sweet,non violent, kind just overall good person would fit him better. Someone who isn't attach to that line of work in no shape or form. Someone who lives a regular life like a teacher or cafe owner etc. Someone who isn't part of that evil world.