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Completely unrelated but relatable. So I’ve recently stop talking to a guy that I’ve been talking to for years and we dated for a bit but he’s totally not affectionate and I informed him that ghosting hurts me the most because a lot of guys did it when they didn’t wanna approach a topic or cheated on me. so I developed severe anxiety and just don’t like that shit. Well a week after I told this guy about my one literal ONE boundary he proceeded to ghost me for a week because I told him I like him …. Mind you THIS IS MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND…..everything I ever did was wrong. So I left him because it was so exhausting walking
On eggshells and I couldn’t see that being the rest of my life. I would think I was doing good and he’ll just ghost me again and again….. this chapter makes me said because I decided to let the guy go for good … he obviously doesn't like me. Even when he would chase after me to get me back …. I don’t think he ever loved me. I just think he didn’t want to be alone. This chapter makes me feel pathetic because even if he just showed up and put some effort it i would happily take him back. Even if he would say he loved me I would be content…. I’m so fucking pathetic :’( ig it’s a good thing he doesn’t say anything because that forces me to leave …..
Ok vent session over this chapter triggered my lonely ass lol