never in my life have i cried this much to porn. i cried like five fucking times in five different sections of it. every death abd separation made me sob. how was i even crying when he was getting plowed for three days. how is this possible. im writing this still with tears in my eyes. when he died i actually cried so hard my throat hurt and i couldnt see. this has bbeen the worst experience of my life. i usually listen to piano music while reading on this website when its late so i get sleepy and i think if i were this time i wouldve actually jumped. i was listening to full on rock hard ore music and just reading this shit tuned out the blasting music from my phone and made me actually want to die. do not read this when ur sad or at all if ur like me and starts crying when gay lovers sinply think they hate eachother. this was a mistake. i read the full thing in like two hours. ive never had my throat hurt as much as it does right now except when my parents threatened to throw me out. thats how traumatic this is. im not even kidddibg
geniunely im comfused is he that pure or something? yaoi magic sure is confusing
He literally says in an earlier chapter that JK has done so much for him that him being mean cancels out and its not surprising at all jk literally took him outta poverty and pays his grandmas chemo bills and him being occasionally gentle was just the topping on the cake it cant be that hard to understand





i feel like coming back from this will be some crazy shit that doesnt make sense. i was already confused but somewhat understanding why the guy liked him in the beginning but the more it goes on and the fact hes literally an alcoholic now is like. how tf is a relationship gonna happen here. its gotta be magic somewhere down the line or something
I agree, there are so many issues that can’t be fixed just by love. This story is aimed at adults, so it really needs a believable ending