
but like... ok it's not like BJ Alex was a masterpiece. but I just find it so hard to believe that the author that is evidently capable of writing a story with SOME level of emotional maturity and a plausible redemption arc feeds us such a hot pile of shit
it's the fact that he blushed? is that supposed to convince us that he's CHANGING? you know what's gonna happen now? Dan is got get fucking delusional and start forgive that fucking twat because he did the absolute bare minimum and washed him after drilling a hole in his gut with his nasty monster dick... and only did that because they had to share a bed. he's as selfish as he'd always been, he does not give half a shit about Dan and honestly? is a borderline fucking psychopath. I am literally furious right now