Shishi

(BL) Where the uke is an author and he likes toxic seme (kinda), then the seme is a two-faced person, who pretends to be a good person but is actually a jerk. The uke then use him as a reference for his book. The seme is actually a good person with a tragic past, his mom abandoned him, then his auntie adopted him. The auntie used him to get her father's approval. Uke and seme dated, then seme found out that the uke is using him (ps: he's tired of people using him) which is why he got angry. It was a misunderstanding, and uke have a hard time understanding emotions and such, but he actually loves the seme.

do y'all know the title of this bl? it's isekai(?) but he reads the novel of his friend then gets reincarnated inside that novel, BUT NOT REALLY REINCARNATED CAUSE HE GOES TO BACK TO HIS LIKE HS DAYS AND MET HIS DEAD GRANDMA THEN MET THE ML WHO IS LIKE TRYING TO COMMIT SUISLIDE IN HIS BALCONY༎‿༎