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I am so scared of the future as I do not know what I will do. I have the choice of returning back to my hometown or staying where I am and preparing for an exam that honestly is very hard to crack. Also if I stay here, my landlord is saying that I'll need to move out in a month or two. However going back to my hometown isn't something that I wanna do because all of my friends have moved on, and I have friends here, a social life here. I don't know what to do, and I know it's not that much, but it feels like an enormous burden on my brain. My heart feels heavy and i am having difficulty breathing. I genuinely do not know what to do and am so so scared of the future, or making a wrong decision and regretting in throughout my life • ‿ ,•