
I don't know how MC is surviving right now because the dirtiness of everyone except the midwives is killing me. I would have died being human poop right in front of my door. Oh I would have died with a rat in my room. I would have died with them dirty sheets. I just wouldn't be in this world. If I had to live in that time. I would never survived. I'd probably be a body being dissected by now

From my understanding the main characters have been in three different timelines together first one where everything went wrong which was the book and then the second one where they are best friends instead of lovers which is what the MC from the first time line wished for our current time line that we're reading about is the third time line where MC who still has memories from the second timeline thinks the first time line was a book and just now finding out that ml had memories from the very first time line use that to become friends with him in the second time like and now is trying not to repeat his mistakes from the first time line in the third time line also in l found out everything that caused him to treat and see from first time line so bad even though he found out that it wasn't really his fault through the book

I feel like he's also the ML in the third time line, which is why he took different actions from the 1st timeline based on this experience from it and the info that he gained from the book in the 2nd timeline. Though that still doesn't explain why the mom and sis were also in the 1st timeline MC's memories (unless they coincidentally just had the same familial structure). Either way these types of cliffhangers should be illegal. Lol

It really kills me that they all have such shallow reasons for doing what they're doing to the main character. The first one that's up with him did it because he could. He found an opportunity to blackmail him and took it because he was interested in his body. The second one which is the main one. I think he's doing what he's doing out of pure jealousy and the fact that oh you're supposed to be in love with me, but you slept with someone else. You sleep with all these people yet you're in love with me. Blah blah blah and he was already abusive from the start. So yeah anyway the third one the third one makes me the most sit there and pretend to be a saying and like oh y'all shouldn't be doing this and then join them and then apologize and then even though the main character may invite him he never backs down like the main character said he puts up the facade like he's different even though he's the exact same. He's cut from the exact same cloth as the other two and he's doing it because he supposedly in love with the main character. If he was in love with him he wouldn't be doing this this is just some things I had on my mind and I am so impressed how strong the main character is cuz at that point anybody would have tried to kill themselves or been attempted to kill the people who were hurting them. Any other character would have stayed in love with the people who rape and hurt them like I always expect in manga like these, but he immediately felt that love turned into hate. Even though he's doing all this he doesn't love any of them. He doesn't like any of them. He's doing it out of fear which is understandable and I hope my poor baby gets some rest and hopefully he does continue with his murder plot and succeed
In all my time of seeing so many different fwops I never thought I'd see a day where I'd see a mega fwop