I saw the ending. It's basically oddly satisfying ending. Be ware! It breaks your heart and mind. As a reader, we never know which side you will take but for me, I didn't take sides in any of the character. Both of them are really suffering. I can't blame the seme for acting that way since he was hanging unto that little hope which makes his world go round once. He will soon change and also the ml would change. Both of them did great so far enduring all the hardships. This story is really quite a masterpiece. The raws are already complete, pls update soon! (/TДT)/
Oh, I forgot to mention, the seme numerously tried to convince himself that he didn't like the ml, lol which might iritate you.