
pls reco something like beyond memories or 10 years where i loved you the most (i feel like crying lmao)

I find the first story similar to those you mentioned , the first story ends at chapter 143.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/silent_lover/

do y'all know any trouple stories where they all actually love eachother

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_wanna_die_before_i_m_30/ - MC goes through some character development though, but he does end up liking both guys.

Any recos of a bl where the guy keeps pushing away the mc until the mc gave up or like something bad happens to the mc and the ml regrets it

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bbanana_scandal/
Second couple

Hello please give some recos with toxic, playboy ml and a really kind MC, like the type that's really nice and sweet (better if completed) also if there's an arc where the ml chase after the mc is also good

Maybe you're talking about this one.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_wo_suru_tsumori_wa_nakatta/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oreshika_shiranai_karada/
There's another volume for this one.
Reco unrequited love w heavy angst
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/form_of_sympathy/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ao_no_flag/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/on_the_lake_where_the_waves_reach/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_no_yokogao_o_miteita/