Ayano's Manga

I really wanna try to read more than 20chapters but I can't handle when FL kept on crying despite the fact that they just got to know each other but acts like they've been in love for yearsss, I know it's not realistic but there's just a lot of things doesn't align and make sense with what FL said in the earlier chapter than to what happened after she married to ML, I have so many questions but I don't see myself reading it in the near future