i read a bl some years ago that was basically this guy who had a best friend or roommate, i dont remember, and he literally couldn't see his face cause it was like a white light and he knew he was handsome from what other ppl told him and etc. then the sun faced guy had a crush on him and shit and then they found out that the guy couldn't see his face cause of a curse or something. i seriously can't remember the name istg
i love this man i love this heart crushing yearning and mixups about the true nature of relationships THIS IS MY JAM i know everyone else is frustrated but not me tbh i think this is beautifully human because loving is pain