No because I'm wayyyyy to insecure for all that. Imagine being a beta and the man you love, loves you for it but then Oops I'm omega sorry bestie but then when things are going well and y'all want kids and are happy then you're like Oops babe sorry, you know the kids we wanted and the future plans we had, we'll we can't since I'm a beta again lol my bad. Like nahhhhhhhhh bitch how useless I wouldve felt. The self hate that wouldve started and the doubt that it will stay. I COULD NEVEEEEER. Too much uncertainty for me to not overthink
No because I'm wayyyyy to insecure for all that. Imagine being a beta and the man you love, loves you for it but then Oops I'm omega sorry bestie but then when things are going well and y'all want kids and are happy then you're like Oops babe sorry, you know the kids we wanted and the future plans we had, we'll we can't since I'm a beta again lol my bad. Like nahhhhhhhhh bitch how useless I wouldve felt. The self hate that wouldve started and the doubt that it will stay. I COULD NEVEEEEER. Too much uncertainty for me to not overthink