idk i like stalker vibes but i feel like this is going too far, wdym he still has cameras everywhere, in her house, in her keychain after he promised her he would stop. Also he went all the way to Osaka, barged into the apartment then watched her touch herself like what do you have no life outside of Rin, i guess not
maybe this manga isnt for me but ughh the art and smut is so hot i dont know what to do
Oh actually it’s a tracker in the keychain not a camera it’s how he knew where she was bc he knew shoma would do something. Honestly I know I’m prolly just crazy but this is so hot for me and I’m glad he came when he did bc shoma was ab to take advantage of her in her sleep and while she’s drunk and while he clearly knows she’s not I treated in him but in yamato and while shoma isn’t stalking her and has been good boy up till now it was super creepy when he was touching her as if she belonged to him/was dating her i think thats where i drew a line for no no bc i know she WOULDNT like it compared to how she likes it when yamato is stalker-y with her. The truth is i think she likes the toxicity and craves it and craves yamato and thats why im okay with it bc its CNC which im a fan of. Also I like that yamato stops when she passes out and never touches her while she’s asleep. Also, yamato just standing there has mein a choke hold. Rin definitely and obviously has a humiliation kink which yamato knows ab and he’s pissed asf at her bc she let her guard down and got super drunk and heated (like he said would happen) and is STILL unaware of her surroundings. I bet his thought process is “what if I was shoma and she showed him all of this, what if someone else was around and I wasn’t here, why if shoma attacked you and I cleanse here, why haven’t you noticed me standing here you’re too off guard, I told you not to drink, you disobeyed me, I should punish you rin.” And I’m assuming that’s what gonna happen in the next chapter. He’s gonna reveal himself and punish her for not being more careful and tbh I’m here for it
Idk I loveee this manga mostly bc it’s right up my alley with being a Cnc/dom/daddy type of smut. Been searching high and low for this treasure trove _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):
yo both men are dirty nasty assaulters but rin likes stalkers so it's fine ig??
I think the issue lies with her knowledge of the extent. She’s forgiven yamato and we all know she love it and him but she doesn’t know ab shoma and his issues nor his feelings and yet he still tried to assault her in her sleep which isn’t okay. Like if he confessed to her and was met with possibility and he made a move and it turned into her enjoying it it would put him on the same level as yamato and if she rejected him and he still did that and she very obviously wasn’t into it that would make him the bad guy of the two bc rin wasn’t into it, but bc he didn’t say anything and went for her while she was vulnerable and u aware and unable to protect herself to the point where she would be lost, upset, or uncomfortable afterwards that is flat out weird. I’m team yamato only bc he respects her and doesn’t hide his tendencies and is open ab his expectations and she herself gave into it and accepted it whereas shoma has been eyeing her, preying on her and assaulting her in her sleep and STILL justifying it by saying “she was mine first” or “at least I’m not…” or “I only want the best for her” at least yamato is honest ab it and allowed her choose to stay or not where she doesn’t even know shoma tendencies. They’re both pieces of shit, yes, but shoma is gross for thinking his tendencies were justified out of good. He’s a wolf in sheep’s clothing and I don’t fuck with that even when it comes to Cnc/dom mangas it feels closer to grape to me idk
I'm reading 'Steel under silk' at the same time as Toxin and sometimes I confuse the two with each other because both mc's have bad stockholm syndrome and guilt for liking ML
I don’t think the bottom in steel is having a stockholm syndrome because he fell inlove first before the abused.more on trauma bonding and emotional attachment thats why he can’t forget heeryang..while in this is i agree to stockholm syndrome.and im confused as to why and how did he fall inlove while he look at the second ml more lovingly.its just so happened.









Eunhyuk stop playing hot and cold already. Make up your mind about her, then decide if you want her or not.
Also why does girl think Baek Dohwa already has a girlfriend bc of internet rumors, when he literally confessed twice to her that he likes her