"everyone needs a good BL that brings joy and not self destruction" -translator's note in 'Fujimi no Meinichi' (ch. 2)
i mostly use this website to check out comics that i feel skeptical about (dont want to waste my money on), and i also use this as a way to track (most) of the comic i have read.
I got onto this website since my husband recommended it to me, It's his fault i became a BL reader, so now he has to endure my nagging about badly written comics
((Plz dont take me too srsly im just a tired, overworked, dude who likes sharing his opinion for no good reason ))
English isn't my first language so sorry if i sound retarded (5 years of learning English)
ā My username is an inside joke between me and my husband (dumb explanation ahead);
Basically we were talking abt a yaoi comic character (i don't remember the name tbh) and his nipples were very obnoxiously perky, so i told my husband who laughed and then said "oh but he has a *native language that means deep hole* in-between the two nips like a U" and i was like "oh youknos- like pUrky" and proceeded to repeat it like 10 times until he got it, it isn't that funny but we laughed at this for like 20 minutes straight, we still mention it to this day and it makes us giggle everytime lmao
Anyways, Its good to know your person is as retarded as you are :D
What kind of abuse did this kid go through for him to be so fucked up, holy shit
So far we know he has a grandma abroad, dead mom, and a dad who's always in debt
So im assuming the dad abused tf outta him after his mom died, its giving smashing beer bottles on walls and waking him up in the middle of the night (using the opening eye tactic) to get him a pack of cigarettes
Assuming he used to beat him up and then console him after with affection, that's why he assumes "kindness" after hurt is love and forgives the loan shark so easily
And for his grandma I'm assuming she was forced to take care of him, and since he looked like his mother or something, she cant bear to look at him so she'd spend her time away from him so she wouldn't have to feel guilty abt cutter her daughter off after choosing her husband or some cliche shit like that
He would be left home all alone trying to raise himself, id assume hed try to get his grandma's attention by race-baiting her and shed sometime give him a slap or two? idfk bro
it's so weird how he sometimes switches to seem more "self aware" or "manipulative" it seems as if he age regresses at times and just changes when he senses danger
For the loan shark i think hes just dumb, insanely abusive and has a lot of anger issues he needs to check out (but tbh i don't blame him i would be frustrated if i got kidnapped as well lmao)
He seems to be good at heart but easily manipulated and lied to
He can't control his emotions even if his life depends on it, hes reckless and impatient so yeah
I think the reason Blondie likes him is because he reminds him of his father or something. He's the only one in YEARS to give him any sort of attention (both bad and good[?] )
So he got attached to him, and since the guy is apparently attractive in their world the gay wolf was awakened
I actually don't get why the loan shark is so scared of him, like hes obviously much stronger than Blondie and can easily beat him up like we've seen so far, so why don't he just knock him out in his sleep or suffocate him and run for it.
Why does he keep coming back and enduring???
I think it comes from naivety and empathy i guess??? Or maybe the plot is just straight ass and I'm being extra with this weird analysis im doing
Anyways lets not dwell on that, what i know is that these characters are extremely unlikable in every aspect (one more than the other but still)
Idk man I'm very confused
trying to make sense of this cesspool isn't helping at all, its actually making me more confused
Other than all this yapping, if you take this comic as nothing but a shit post and a parody about all the BLs out there with a kidnapping plot its kinda bearable, and dare i say... funny? It got a couple of chuckles outta me, so imma just sit my stuck up ass down and just read this as it is, a joke.
Honestly, I think trying to psychoanalyse the blondie will amount to nothing, the first few chapters were incomprehensible lmao. Iām just going to take everything with a grain of salt and just enjoy the pure chaotic nature and resulting humour atp
Exactly my conclusion, im just gonna leave this as a "it happened" situation cuz wtf is this comic on about