
need recs where mc who was suffering attempts or actually kts

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/seasons_of_blossom/ Don’t get fooled by the first story because after 1st pov everything goes downhill , has multiple mcs and stories centred around them one actually commits and the other attempts

any yaoi w crazy masochistic uke or uke that has a few screw lose like Hit Me! or Save Me, Will you?
id love suicidal ukes too

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/simplified_pervert_romance/ (masochist)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kemono_asobi/ (masochist)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/it_s_all_your_fault_that_i_m_being_a_jerk/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/red_mansion/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/aesthetics_of_unpleasantness/ (tw rape/ masochist)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/niidzuma_kun_to_arao_kun_okawari/ a bit crazy uke with bpd and suicidal

im curious as hell cuz i jus found out ive never seen one

u reminded me of a manga(i'm not sure if it was manhua or manhwa), i've read it a really long time ago on wattpad, the mc had a red hair and he was so narissastic and loves his looks so he had like a routine to stare at himself in the mirror everyday before school(or university? not sure) and kiss his mouth in the mirror, and one day while he was kissing himself he felt smth wet and when he opened his eyes the He in the mirror was kissing him back and got of the mirror to make out with him it was interesting, i remember that later the "him" who got out of the mirror started growing taller than him and change. i REALLY wanna remember its name but i never did nor i found it when i searched up the story
need some rlly bad angst but good story not some shi like non zero sum preferably completed
Ok so hear me out. This is PERFECT
Baraou no souretsu (epic narrative and art)
Reimei no arcana (below Baraou no souretsu but still great)
I have more but these firstttt
they'll get you depressed I swear-
Incidentally dyed by spring's love (there is ZERO non-con, physical abuse, trauma/torture, tragedy BUT IT WILL EMOTIONALLY WRECK YOU)