Did Alan do questionable things? Yes.
But how the hell can you pick the guy who put you in situations that got you sexually assaulted/raped MULTIPLE times, sometimes by multiple people at once, even by him and has done stuff with you in public when you were clearly fucking uncomfortable OVER ALAN????
Girlie wtf Alan only thought about wanting to make you laugh and smile and taking your worries away, and you choose mister "yeah I got you raped and molested and sa'd AND physically hurt, but I always swept in to save the day after *way too much* happened in the name of journalism! (And of my little sister who wants to have sex with me, mainly for her)"??? What