i tried to overdose on 17 1/2 pills of clonidine, i think it was almost a full year ago, around april 24th. also my mom had hid all of my pill that I was taking at the time 'as punishment' so I snuck my pills back and decided to save them for an od later on if I really wanted to die. i remember thinking I was never gonna wake up again. at the time ......
