I think many ppl understand the first love, the broken toxic one, the one u could escape, the one was so painful in every possible way, but still as human tendency we held onto hope that maybe(most probably) our partner will improve or we will improve or relationship will improve, the first broken love teaches a lot through pain sacrifice toxic behaviours of each other, but it still leaves us broken more lost, more insecure, more dangerous to ownself, but then we have choice......either to stay broken & become more toxic or heal & understand ownself & have healthy life not perfect but definitely healthy, i hope that all ppl going through such phase choose healthy life one, i hope u find strength somehow to find urself back, i wish u all well
I would love to express this. So i see some great readers points like even if the character is somewhat terrible but author still showed the depth & early stages of relationship of two broken ppl coming together, yes definitely many of u hate mincheol, i do too for he did to our girl & doing terrible to another girl to, that's shit, i believe we forgot to notice or mention that, beginning of relationship look like fairytale, like honeymoon phase, but soon the reality & adult life starts to affect relationships, either be third parties, or family difference, or infidelity etc, either the ship sails or it submerges, but the impact of submerging still affects both individual in relationship, i love how author depicts the whole thing, show how fairytale is like but still keeping us aware about reality
Which soon broke down their relationship.
Something that can happen to anyone.
That doesn't make Mincheol's actions acceptable, but it helps make it understandable
I think, this encourages readers not to look at things as too black & white and try to look beneath the surface before you start condeming someone
(I AM NOT in any way shape or form looking down on anyone who shits in Mincheol. I just don't know any other way to phrase it yet)
I....um...have some what same question ig......what do u do when u miss someone but u dont remember them much, & then it makes u feel guilty & shameful that how could u forget such close important person in life.......i miss sometimes......i regret being terrible daughter when she still existed....many friends told me that she will be proud of me.....but i remember this one time she said.....she is not proud of me....that i dont have anything to be proud of.....
Parents sometimes say things in a moment of anger or frustation without realizing how it can affect their kids. Most of the time they don't even think of what they are saying. For example, my sister has a little girl, I've heard her sometimes say such mean things, but she always says is the only way to keep her daughter from screaming, and that she doesn't mean anything by it. Obviously it doesn't justify the comments, it's still mean, but it is true that most times it's not even a real thing.
You have nothing to be ashamed of. The brain isn't the most realiable source of memory (ironically) and we can forget even the most precious things to us without intention. It's normal too to have conflicting emotions when it comes to death and grief, so don't beat yourself up over it. You're a human being and you need to go through this process one step at a time, no matter how long ago it happened or what age you were.
As for what to do, I would follow this chapter's advice. Opening up to the people we trust, journaling our thoughts, even going to therapy, it really helps "digest" all the thoughts going around and understanding how, why and when they manifest. Don't hide how you feel, there's tons of people willing to listen and lend a hand when you need it the most.
Don't loose hope, and be sure that all this will come to pass, you just need to go through it.
I'm rooting for you! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
i feel like we are very vulnerable beings, there are things we remember and things we don't and that is so natural yk? but to let go of the guilt and shame, of not remembering someone, isn't what something i could do as well. perhaps you will heal someday, and i will too, learn to unlearn the burden of carrying this guilt, because you too, deserve to be free
So.....i thought the ex financé was a good guy.....well i was wrong, he is shitty, he is voilent, his uncle too has rude behaviour, i mean it was warned before that he is not good person but well well well, his nephew is sorta like him, i thought liene is defending her but um fuck that guy, the barbarian guy seems to be gentle her....so yeah even if he is cold & stotic he respects her, maybe we will know more in future
Spoilers ahead!!!!
I just read this on other site as raws, & couldn't understand dialogues & stuff, but tbh there was this pain, i cant explain, pain as in tragedy, its leaves u feeling deep sh!t, i mean, the MC has went through a lot in those 4 chapters, its insane how they describe the story in just 4 chapters, if plot were to be explained, its dark & tragic & sensetive, i felt it was good









First i thought this story of weird & bit kinky, now as it proceeds, i think it terrible weird kinky dark inhumane, honourable mention stupid, to begin with i dislike mc, like what the fuck? What's ur obsession with dude who didn't give u a enough fucks when alive that u made that bastard alive again? Someone said is true "jealousy is disease", tho definitely mc was r@ped by head & dick, obviously he doesn't give a fuck about heart, that's shit, yes ppl deserve happiness, but they will never have if they as dumb fuck & stupid like mc, so what u r genius? U r still worst type of stupid