Ok i have a question. Why can’t they be open about their relationships? Are they not in America? Or is it because luke and andrew both were straight before so it’s for them to come out now?
i think it makes sense since (assuming) both were straight in the beginning. the relationship has just started and it's something new to them (same sex couple) so it's understandable if they wanna be in the closet for a little longer until they're comfortable with it. or maybe the author is writing in a setting where gay people are not accepted
I'm not from America but been seeing updates. its quickly turning into a regressive and honestly, facist country. There's so much ppl who are vitriolic against minorities, including lgbtqa+ ppl, so it still checks out if being afraid of getting harassed by homophobes is their reason for not coming out.
No, no, no, you guys are not getting it at all. It's not because in the United States they are not okay with LGBTQ, or it's becoming regressive, or anything. It doesn't have to do anything with that. If you read, like, a couple of the last chapters, you will understand that Luke is aiming to become an actor, right? That means he wants to be a public figure. And Andrew, you know, coming from a dad who has been at some point somewhat of a celebrity, a mayor or something, I don't remember. Anyway, he knows that it's better for you to not flag yourself as being gay or something, or anything that would demise your chances of being picked . So he asked Luke to be a little bit more careful about their relationship so it wouldn't interfere with his life, with their chances.
But isn't a lot of actors or actresses openly gay in Hollywood? Because i know some of them. So i don't think that will interfere. And one more thing, i noticed i think, is that andrew is kind of introvert and prefers to remain in his own shell. So maybe luke doesn’t want something like that to bother his peace?? Maybe ok.
Part of me did hate ido but he tried to change or even correct his mistakes from his last timeline. He probably got to know he messed up after mc died. He got to know the truth. And he decided to change the future by helping seeing to be independent emotionally and financially and also physically. He even sent that bodyguard to keep him safe. He made sure his piece of shit father was in jail. Because of him actual mess was started in 1st timeline. He knew he won't be able to forgive himself unless sejin does.
He still won’t forgive himself even after Sejin forgave him and got together. The Novel ended with Sejin talking to Ido about seeing a therapist. Because Ido is suffering from depression. PTSD and is suicidal. He loathes himself to the point he thinks he doesn’t deserve to be loved by Sejin. They are already planning their wedding and still he thinks he doesn’t deserve the happiness he’s feeling of being with Sejin and getting married to him. But Sejin told him that “Beyond that memories we are happy.” It was an open ending but realistic. Because recovering from mental health issues doesn’t happen overnight. One might be forgiven by the people they wronged at but not by their owmself. Forgiveness for yourself is very difficult than asking for a forgiveness from other people.
And I admire the author for showing us how mental health issues can destroy us even when we are supposed to be in our happy state.











Yaoi need to upgrade for horror stories like this.