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Would you fujoshis rather be an uke or seme?
Before when I was a kid I rlly wanted to be an uke and have a hot seme but now I just want to be a hot alpha seme, and take care of my omega cute uke ლ(´ڡ`ლ)(▰˘◡˘▰)(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Like the seme from bj Alex or painter of night (⊙…⊙ )
Any action mangas?