
i loooooveeee the way ian is written so so much T_T pibi accurately depicts what it is like to truly love someone and yearn for them despite it all. even if ian was mad, his heart still loved eunsan and he clung onto the hope he’d see him again, which eventually led him back to korea. ian’s motivation for his career is eunsan, so he got a tattoo that represents him. plus it’s so cute that ian clearly saved all his firsts for him, which explains why he’s clumsy yet filled with longing… #yearnism is soooooo good

still no tattoo reveal… pibi-nim is edging us so bad

I dont know if i think thats really cute or somehow weird since eunsan didn't know about it and Ian is even having a ritual thinking about him all the time
Thought about this before but as much as I like Ian I think its somehow creepy @_@
At least it would be for me... seems kinda obsessive
Im sorry ╥﹏╥

LMFNEJEKEK u don’t need to apologize i can see where ure coming from tbh… it is obsessive bc ian waited his entire life just to be w him without even knowing if the feelings are reciprocated or not.
as for how i see it, i feel like ian holds a lot of admiration for eunsan bc he was his mentor and essentially the person who got him into hockey. i personally don’t find it creepy, but obsessive definitely. we’ll have to wait for the reveal to see the real meaning and also how eunsan feels ab it

certain subplots of this story are lowk dumb as hell, esp the way the 3 love interests are written, but the overarching msg is honestly written rly well a traumatic experience in your adolescence can quite literally damage and shape your perception of something… jiheon felt unlovable and unwanted bc of the betrayal he experienced with his first love. it later resulted in him avoiding any type of emotional intimacy with another person. he primarily seeks value thru “meaningless” sex bc he’s scared of getting hurt again. and so the people who end up loving him actively deals with the consequences of his trauma… but thru heeseop, he feels like he can be loved unconditionally, yet there is still an underlying fear that lives within him self sabotage can ruin ur life

jesus christ oh my gadddd they really fucking pulled thru bro the portrayal of how badly ian ws yearning for eunsan thru out the years they haven’t seen eo thru the (very) realistic depiction of ian being bad at kissing Because he yearned for eunsan so badly that he didn’t kiss anyone prior… we haven’t even gotten to the tattoo reveal yet this manhwa is so peak i need it injected in me
they really match each other so well T_T but i have a feeling their class differences will affect them in the future chapters :( plus we still need to uncover their past and the reason why seunghyeon’s brother is psychotic… am anxious asf