beta
This isn't the best place to speak about this but it's the only place where I feel comfortable. I have been lacking on everything. I can't bring myself to do anything in life anymore. The person who used to say "as long as I pass my classes" turned into "just this semester will be fine". Im starting to hate the person I've become. A lazy fat coward. I can't love anything anymore. Not my family, not my girlfriend not anything. I've lost interest in my favorite music, games, anime, movies. Lately the worst thing is that I've gotten tired of reading bl/gl. I can't do it anymore. Im sick and tired or reading manhwa/manga/manhua. I can't read anything anymore I just feel like I'm a person who is unwillingly breathing and living. Im sure there are others far off than me but not a single human will willingly hear me out unless I pay them. Eugh I hate being. The manga I loved reading has become boring. Maybe reading "happy of the end" was not the way to go. Though spiraling after that i will still recommend it to anyone who loves bl. You should totally read it ^^