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As much as I hate what Kana,the seme, did and how he behaves, this is pretty much so real and I hate it but sigh, I can't stop reading.
I read it only because of how Naho, the uke, looked in the front page and only to realize how his mental state got worse, then stable and then shaken again. For a moment, I thought it was going to be fluffy but was full of angst and frustration, lmao.
I find the manga accurate since it shows the changes of our boy Naho in such a difficult time like puberty and adolescence, like I actually went through this and it sucks especially since Kana is not helping at all and only making it worse bc it starts with insecurities about onself and then if you're worth or useless like Naho said when having pseudo sex/sex when he didn't know what to do.
I dislike how Kana doesn't do anything or notices anything about Naho except that he's cute and always have horny thoughts about uke. I get it, hes a normal boy with urges but its not only about your partner being cute in and out of bed. I hope Kana would realize his mistakes somehow but since uke never talks about how he feels and always goes along with whatever Kana does, its obviously complicated.
I honestly wished Naho would get over Kana and the whole 'we were childhood friends and I love him for that' but its hard to get over those feelings especially since Kana was his only friend and then Naho had a hard time adjusting at high school due to it. But, whatever, i guess. Just wanted to type this, sigh