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ok, so she questions herself on how she could “get involved with love again” when it comes to thinking about a relationship with ethan, yet she still seriously considers getting married with theon who she arguably has more of a reason to avoid a relationship with due to the past. i get she feels a sense of responsibility towards him but she seemed like she wanted to accept based on her personal feelings and not the fact that she can help with his condition. like i thought she had resolved herself to try and let go of those feelings for him??? im confused like shes not making any sense to me