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If you're always trying to be there, on time for all the important things in life than you'll wind up late for something in the end anyways.
If you keep going like that the only thing you'll wind up early in is your very own grave.
You're not the only hunter, it's not your fault. You simply wanted to spend time with your mother, that isn't a bad thing. Seriously, whens the last time you saw your mother? Since you started throwing yourself into your work to cope instead? Go visit your mother, hm?