beta
This is not love. This is not what love is about. You don't rape someone and say you're sorry and justify saying you're a monster. You don't let someone treat you that way and justify it with saying you're just so in love.
Let's call things by their names: this is a toxic unhealthy relationship where love cannot exist. Maybe obsession at best.
Please, young readers, never think this is love and never let anyone treat you like that. Sadly our beautiful BL genre is still full of regressive stereotypes about love, women, gay man. Take care out there!