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I don't know about y'all but if someone's lived their whole childhood without any expectation but one day suddenly they were forced to accept all the responsibility and shoulder the expectations which no one had of them before in their whole life. That person is supposed to measure even the amount the air they breathe. You have no idea how suffocating that is. You can't die even if you want. When living is more difficult and true hell then dying. You don't know what it's like to truly hate your entire existence. ML is unable to get close to fml because he doesn't want to go through the process of loosing another in his life and yet he lost his sole family.... His aunt who was like a mothet. I'm not saying that bitch was good. But the panel where he shut the curtain broke my heart. When you compared your whole life you are scared to do anything. You scared to break stuff when you touch. You are scared you will taint beautiful stuff by your hands so you stay away lock yourself keep your distance. Give my man a hug. He is just a lonely boy who was forced to grow up and was never praised by anyone. All his suffering is portrayed so beautifully yet no one can see him. I not Justifing what he did with fml is right but when you are depressed to this level you