wait i lowkey ship echinacea and alice... why does the fl have so much chemistry with the side protags
yi zaha the man you are. he's so hot in the non-typical non-conventional way that i can't explain. i don't even know why i like him so much. perhaps his weirdness, his derangement, or his strength all the same time. i think one factor is really the fact that the author doesn't give him explicit fanservice so we don't really see him show a lot of skin. and you know what they say, the more they hide the more i imagine. i don't even fantasize about him having a very built body, rather i imagine that he has a fit and lean body with just the right amount of muscles where it matters. the love i hold for him is one where i would rather just admire from afar than be able to give away my presence to him. i wouldn't sacrifice myself for him, but i would spend years honing my art skills just to be able to show a fragment of his beauty, because i would never be able to capture the essence of his very being in a simple painting.
at chapter 24, I CANNOT STAND KIDON he acts so sleazy and so full of himself, and that whole slave massacre thing was so unwarranted even though he technically hasm't done that yet in this life
this is so good i love their dynamic and personalities so much it's not the generic and basic top x bottom dynamic you'd usually see in other yaoi. also, so much crying !!! i love when men cry during sex and it's amazing a
that the author let them both cry that much. god this author was onto some shit when they made this i can't stop rereading it.
did Cliff like Leon romantically ? feels a little weird since he met Leon when Leon was like a kid and Leon even mentioned that Cliff was his guardian