
i learned that supressing ur emotions may cause memory loss, i didnt search too deeply on this but it may have also caused memory loss for haesol? considering that she doesnt remember everything and has never truely expressed her emotions in distressed scenes.

But that's the thing, she's a victim too but it doesn't warrant the excessive abuse towards the children, There have been many women who were assaulted and abused and still never abused their children, I feel empathy for her but she could've put the children into adoption or even just never came back, but she chose to take them and then to take revenge on them, that's when she loses my empathy ╥﹏╥

Yes she was in a good place taking them in after realizing the abuse they were facing even if she couldn't love them, but she was deeply scarred and unhealed and that's her problem she never got therapy she never decided to find those kids a safe place so that she could heal and in turn for them to heal so it was a roller coaster of the hurt hurting the hurt.

sometimes, i feel like im in haesoo's shoes, whenever my mom or sister was being hit, i felt the need to protect them, to stop the abuse. this story focuses on their backstory so much, their character, their response and development, i really love the author on how they protrayed them. left me in tears ┗( T﹏T )┛
after reading this, the way haesoo handles this situation felt really childlike (due to his speech and how he reacted), like he never had the time to grow up mentally because he was so stuck in the past for his sister. aghh i hope that haesol remembers him ┗( T﹏T )┛