
What the fuck just came from chap 42 I can't stop retching I mean I knew it but like not even dub-con fully rape sadism in the worst most uncaring way possible literally vile and I don't think I can even look at zhenyas face anymore the whole chapter just pure disgust I've already read a few like this specifically roses and champagne and that is rlly fucked up in multiple ways but oh my fucking god this one js hit wayyy to realistically and I'm gonna fucking puke