beta
i mean honestly with the last side story i dont hate it that much and for some reason ig it breaks my heart a little because he was obviously seriously mentally ill like deathly mentally ill and especially with his upbringing with his father too it definitely stems in the family and just like some part about it makes me sad because dude clearly has a shit ton of problems that he just never had the chance to work through whatsoever and he himself doesn’t understand those feelings and ofc he isnt gonna feel bad for feeling that way because thats how hes always been and he was never shown that it wasnt ok
just honestly rlly is smth that will be on my mind for a while after reading this man