You're not ok. You need very long therapy. You need help, real help.
Real
Why didn't he save him? The water was calm and all. He can't swim? Impossible. Plot hole? Hmmmm… my brain can't keep up.
I have no idea whether he can swim and if so, how well.
Then the question arises, if he had gone after him and saved him, he would have died. Because his eyes would definitely have opened.
Boy, run. Don't be an a**. You're being manipulated by him
What a waste. The art is good. Really a waste.
Don't bother reading it, full of grapes. Grapes and abused almost every chapter.
Oh, I wish they didn't end up together. I wish the MC would live for himself and be together with another guy. The abuse and SA that happened to him in a previous life makes me very, very sad.