beta
I get it, he's lonely. He doesnt have any support system at all. He feels different than the others bc of his hobby and his sexuality. But god fucking damnit, he's also the one pushing people away while some of them just genuinely wanna be his friend. He always go "boohoo I'm so lonely so I'll rather go with that groomer and never listen to what anyone would say about him, not even the groomer's boss who knew that guy for how long? i don't fucking know" but then, keeps pushing seungtaek and the others away when they approach him. It's already a given that they're kind of intimidated bc he's pretty and they thought that he was an idol trainee, why make it harder for others to approach him? I've been in his situation and I felt like a complete loner during high school so I know how it feels to be in his shoe, but goddamnit he's just pissing me the fuck off with that attitude. Not even I would wanna be friends with him if he keeps acting that way. He's genuinely such a freaking brat. A brat I wouldn't even wanna tame.