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I knew the first life flashback was bound to happen but I didn’t expect it to be this horrible. My stomach actually twisted while reading this.
I think the beauty in this story is that we see the desperate groveling and repentance practically reeking off Ido before we even know what it properly is. Why is he giving Sejin everything and anything he could ever dream of? Why is he almost like a shining white knight? Then as it unravels you realize beneath the shining white knight is a man who’s terrified of himself, haunted by his past, and capable of cruelty that shocks you. The kindness and devotion we’ve seen aren’t just love, they’re penance, obsession, and fear all rolled into one. It makes every moment between him and Sejin charged with tension, because you’re never sure if what you’re witnessing is genuine affection or the desperate control of a man trying to rewrite his own mistakes.
I definitely overanalyzed this, but I’m very appreciative of the storytelling regardless of how obvious or hidden the ‘plot twist’ was.
I loved how you expressed it. What I could gauge was that, Ido did love him in their first life, and that's why the betrayal hurt so much. The sad part is, he turned into a game of "I want you to hurt just as much as you hurt me". But I like the fact like you said, that we didn't start with the flashback and instead with him groveling and giving Seeing everything. In that form, it's easier to empathize. Not excuse him, but understand him. So let's see how it all unfolds when the flashbacks are over, but so far, even when I know the next chapter is gonna be painful af, I'm loving it.
except that his "I want to hurt you just as you hurt me" is more the equivalent of getting a lollipop stolen but then cutting the thieves fingers off one by one and feeding them to him
I understand he felt betrayed but bro is going way overboard (￣∇￣")
Yeah... I cried on chapter 89... The "gift" part was like something died inside Sejin.
the actual comic art is so different from the cover.. and not in a good way. at all. the plot turned to shit with the fuckass blonde ml and his constant rapist tendencies and the chopped uke who just accepts, embraces, and enables that shit. black haired ml seems like the only person with a brain in this story but i can tell it’s not of a bigger size than a mere pea. it’s js fumble after fumble after fumble.
a complete waste of time and energy. all in all, this shit sucks.
tsym im not gonna read this shi ༎‿༎ ty you savedd mee