i can do a backflip while jumping 3 times in a row
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my pfp quality is so bad for what..
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i try to write some random stuff here since i can't log into my social media cuz my ex is been hunting me down on internet like crazy
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i start to get really obsessed with "Clush" by Isles & Glaciers lately!! it just so good and fit my music taste so well
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i actually plan to write a story lately.. just don't know how to start properly but here the unpolished version
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A have always be jealous of B. B's life is miserable, he's a loser, loner, invisible in the crowd and more but, B somehow live much more happier than he did even tho A's life is basically a gift. he's rich, good looking, charming, have a lot of friends and more but he'll never be happy as much as B did. because of that, he try to take everything that B have, his crush, friends and everyone in B's life but for what? he himself don't know why he did that. in the end, B gave up and said that maybe his fated is never to be happy and even give up on his own life, he even smile to A and told him that A deserve his happiness more than him cuz A treat everyone and did everything better than him.
after B's suicide, A somehow got the feelings that the "empty" feelings in him just got bigger. he don't know how to describe it, everything just feel so worthless now.
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so.. what'd you guys think? would it be much more better if i add a part where A actually have a feelings for B but the internalize homophobia stop him and it disgust him so much that it became the trigger for the main event of this story? also.. it just uwewueuwuueweweewewrw idk!! it look so bad when I reread it again
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sorry, i think I'm high because of not enough sleep
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i might be a dumbass
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the soup that i have yesterday is so good.. i wish i could cook it myself
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today is really peaceful. maybe TOO peaceful, I'm scared.
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i eat this random fruit on the bush that i founded and now I'm in the hospital because of food poisoning
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yey ye ye the exam pressure got me and i somehow got a new story ideas
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A worshipped and see B as their savior, a god. while B is actually broken inside but being worshipped by A make B feel seen.
a relationship where both think the other save them when they actually just make each other more broken
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like uhh, please tell me you see my vision and also, this actually inspired by that one HiMERU x Tatsumi edit loll
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Violet Masquerade from Hypnosis Mic is so good!! i mean like yk, i also see a vision like yk the lyrics part uhhh
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ready to break the hate [intro]
踊れ踊れこの世界は masquerade
[character A pics that look drop dead gorgeous, i also lowkey see a vision of adding blooming flowers in the bg]
欠けた月照らし出す violet
[character B pics where they look so mesmerized by A's beauty]
フロア行き交う者は仮面を被り皆演じているアンソロジー
[free space, maybe some scenes with them two together]
静かすぎる一夜ならば幾重にも 重ね爪弾く旋律アルペジオ
刹那に閃き合う儚い夜には命を燃やして踊れ
[loop from the start]
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that one arc reminds me of No Home somehow especially the scene where Jinhyeong realized what he just did to Rik like uhhhh, they reminds me of No Home so bad i can't stop sobbing