Right so to sum up, they both died unfairly so were sent back, but with no memory. But the prince killed himself in a past life, so he pursued her with that knowledge but that wasn't their fate. And even though he didn't remember anything the reason ML slept around was he wanted subconsciously protect her. So in his first life he married her and they were in love but they died unjustly probably because of the prince. In the second life he loved her and didn't sleep with anyone because of his love and that hurt her, in third life he slept around but still tried to protect her in other ways but couldn't save her. And now they are in their third life. The prince has to live out his fate and die as he should for this cycle to end. He remembers the past lives, all of them. Ines only remembers three of them. And Carcel is getting memories of all of them now. That's why the prince was always jealous of them, even when they had no contact, because he knew they loved each other in their first lives. If he would just butt out the cycle would end, he's the one who keeps it going by not accepting his fate. I think it's likely that the prince caused their deaths in that first life because of his obsession with her.
It's like I always say "F**k your tragic backstory". It's about to tell us all about his #manpain to try to make us all sympatric toward him. He needs to suffer more NOW for what he's done to Kim Dan, regardless of what happened to him in the past. The past can inform on a persons motivations, but should never be allowed to justify a persons behavior. Regardless of the bullying or mistreatment he got in the past, he still raped and used Kim Dan and if he is forgiven this easily I'm going to be angry. He needs to crawl and beg. He needs to humble himself and admit that what he did. Hell, he didn't ever try to make Kim Dan enjoy it. Never forget that Kim Dan wasn't into it for a while, he didn't get an erecting until they had sex several times, Jaekyung even comments on it when he does get hard for the first time during sex. It's like, you idiot, if he's not hard he's not getting anything from it.
I think the niece is an alpha or omega and that the dad and brother want to pair a kid ML and MC have up with her, gross.
I hate a lot, but what I hate most is that it portrays BD/SM relationships as inherently wrong. He's afraid of falling back into old patters? If you get off on pain, that's not a bad thing. Everyone in this was just doing it wrong. One guy was an abuser full stop, one was processing his own issues by pushing someone who with no experience into a sexual kink that wasn't his, and finally you have the guy who is insecure and full anger and allows himself to be pushed and pulled until he lashes out. They all suck and none of them actually know anything about a real BD/SM relationship. As a person in the lifestyle it pisses me off to see these things. Going to go read My Sadistic Master now to read a more accurate portrayal of the culture.
This novel gets super dark. Not just the obsessive ML in the novel, but what happened in the real world too. When it was revealed why the MC is not well, though that's not something in the novel, it was genuinely upsetting. I couldn't stop thinking about it, I talked to people about it because I had to share since it was really bothering me so much. It's just about the worse thing I've ever read in a novel. I'm sure that some people won't agree with how bad it is to me. But it legit caused me to have an existential crisis.
We don't really get to know the girls at the safe house and we don't get to see ML crawl and beg. MC forgives him way to fast, they really rushed it at the end. They make it look like MC isn't upset at all with ML for bringing him back. When he gets him memories back MC is harsh way more harsh with ML in the novel and ML has to work to get him back.
I was like what the hell? This is the end? Half of the novel is still left! Then I saw the side story notice at the end. I'm glad they aren't just going to stop.
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The way that the actor and the other swimmer look like the MC, but not to the point where you would confuse the them with each other is amazing. Enough similarity that you can total see if, but enough difference that MC can shrug it off. The back story of why the actor looks even more like MC then the swimmer is kind of... eww though
Peter is mentally ill, likely from his illness enforced isolation. In the novel it seems much more clear that he also has something serious going on. It amazes me that everyone is all like 'he's so cute and innocent' He was straight up planning a murder. He stalked Wooyeon for nearly a year before finding a way to get close to him with the intention of killing him. He pivoted to ruining his life instead, but still...
It still has the placeholder and the chapter is missing. It goes from Seowon calling out Aiden for Masturbating to him getting sick the next morning. You have to go back to the old uploads if you want to read that chapter
Such accurate depictions of what a real Dom should be like. Brutal during play, but the after care is so good. The way he reminds him that he can use the safe word, even offering to change it if it's too hard to say. This is what a real Dom is like, they don't get off on abuse but on giving pain to those who really like it and want it. If the Sub isn't happy then the sex is no good. Your sub should be running up to you and excited to see you. Your sub should not be scared of you all the time or flinch when you reach for them outside of play. So nice to see Doming done right in one of these for a change and a sub who is actually into it. I have a feeling that that stupid Sunbae is not going to understand what a real BDSM dynamic should be and will try to do something to the MC without consent and actually hurt him.
It ends so abruptly and leaves so many loose strings. Why dream devil do what he do? The guy spreading rumors just... stops? What happens to the love rival? Are they out, since they hugged and held hands publicly or not? Did they move in together? Why did MC have to wait to come to MLs house? So frustrating.
I always save this for last when I get a bunch coming in at once. I save it for last cause no matter how bad it gets for some of the characters in the other things I read, this little family and little village heals my soul.