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but *sweats aggressively* it does feel like step back after the whole exhibitionist training arc to the point we got puppy play like rjemsismsksi at least it’s fucking amusing seeing how cute and innocent they were back then with their one sided rivalry

yet im here for the older uke. the buff uke type v n v like my fear of zombies is so bad the only zombie movie i’ve watched is warm bodies. but that seme is either patient zero or the cure there is no in between (or the uke is patient zero/infected and the seme is his cure)

BL truly leads u to places u wouldn’t go…

the new chapter makes me feel like a villain for reccing this to someone who wanted recs like the third ending oops. BUT THE FACT THE SEME IS HAUNTED BY THE UKE’S CONFESSION AND MEETING AGAIN AFTER YEARS!!! is similar right??

i have so many feelings about the chapters so i need to word vomit somewhere. i love bwat i love them so much. my world was hollow after dear 00 and i missed adam so much and to see tei carry on that sort of devotion that adam has makes me feral. the way tei in ch 7 was like it’s unsurprising if shuraka takes another woman as a consort now that he’s grown up after 10 years (and essentially exiled his crown princess back to his own country) AND YET TEI REMAINS CELIBATE THIS ENTIRE TIME??? every night praying to a god he doesn’t even fucking believe in on the small chance that they do and can protect shuraka in his stead. like shuraka’s devotion is clearly demonstrated in chapter 1 from his whole campaign to fetch his wife (hello wife chasing) and then we find out that it might pose a danger for him to step outside the boundaries of his own kingdom etc etc etc but tei??? it was just a political hostage situation (he assumed) at first and then he became the shunned/abandoned crown princess (or so his nation whispers) but not once has he faltered. it’s not even romantic love (for him yet) but that devotion to shuraka is unshakable.

and the other part where they are each other’s oasis!!! shuraka who had a target on his head ever since the moment he drew his first breath and everyone saw how he had the eye and so unlike the other princes he could never have a normal childhood. at least the other princes were safe until they grew up and had their first time with another person but not shuraka. and i think that’s why when tei first meets shuraka the eyes are cold and distant. his lips drips words of devotion and how tei is his beloved but given the context of how even the maids gossip about how tei was sent likely to make a mockery of shuraka… we don’t know what shuraka thought at first but given how schooled his face is… it’s his political face. but tei gave him that space to breathe, to smile, to be himself. and that moment when tei drank poison solidified trust. shuraka no longer has to watch his back that closely.

it’s the same for tei too like he was thrusted into the position of head of the household when he was roughly shuraka’s age (assuming from the flashback) and had to protect his brother (chase?) as well. he lived as a sword both to slay monsters but also as a political weapon (see how he offered himself for this arrangement) and never for himself. just an endless list of responsibilities, like the scene with the desert sea — the awe he had and the emotions there were probably truest to him. and as shuraka’s wife he really doesn’t have to do much except his self imposed duty to protect his husband. tei also desires to coexist with monsters hence him rescuing fenrir eggs as a wedding gift but when he’s forced back he immediately heads to the borders bc in war the only thing u can focus on is survival. no time for stray thoughts

while I wait for the next chapter bc WHAT THE FUCK. he’s just a baby learning his first steps in socializing with others of course he doesn’t have the courage to reach out. u can’t just drop the bomb u knew all along and then walk off!!! and fuck that bleached third wheel like do u get a kick out of this (I bet u do) (fuck off) (stealing doesn’t make it more delicious u sick fuck)

started this series after seeing the popup art being posted online, binged it in 2 days, and now nothing seems to interest me anymore. LIKE THIS ONE HAD IT ALL: idols, survival show struggles, a meta commentary about said idols & survival shows because he was a data/photo seller. the isekai aspect and struggle to survive. THE HUMOR IN THE RIGHT PLACES but also the lone wolf personality but accidentally cares a bit too much and adopts everyone god i love him so much. all of them!! need s3 soon to see eugune & chungwoo grow closer to moondae (same with sejin A)

how do i fill this hole in my heart…

I MEAN I KNEW WE WERE HEADED IN THE DIRECTION WHERE THAT SHITTY EXCUSE OF A HUMAN WHO BASICALLY SOLD JICHAN TO SEE HIM TURNED AND HUMILIATED WOULD COME ON TO HIM BUT I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD BE THIS SOON

I think this also highlights how much better of a person Jichan is bc that shithead would likely break if he was ever bitched but Jichan going so what if I’m an omega and then making everyone eat dirt *wipes tears* I don’t even want ur classic Mido rushes in time to save Jichan I want Jichan to pummel that shit to the ground please please please

to create a misunderstanding plot and then resolve it in the same chapter so that i don’t have to live in the anxiety of a cliffhanger!!!! creator understands the pain of readers ; w ; like my chest is so warm they are so cute didjdjdjfj

every chapter ever since season 2 my heart hurts every time i read bc it’s so tragic. mido who was basically abandoned again and bc of the way he lived (without jichan), the only way he knows how to resolve things is through violence and cruelty. and it doesn’t help that he still clings to jichan’s promise of being family hence the whole trying to baby trap him. and then there’s jichan who hasn’t forgiven himself for losing mido and can’t bring himself to acknowledge that this /is/ mido bc he wouldn’t know how to live with himself. like it’s more tolerable for him to hate this person and pretend he’s lying and impersonating the person he’s been yearning for than admit that this is mido.

they just keep hurting each other and it’s so painful. (the end of ch 37 made me queasy though closes eyes. amazed at the creators but can’t help but wonder how it’ll resolve)