It's pissing me off that some of you are blaming mc trying to understand from his pov he is going through a depression before meeting with ml, mc dream was to die after his grandma but past ml change everything he is the reason mc choose to be alive, now after ml lost memories he feels like the one he knew is gone just like everyone in his life right now his mental health is not good so we can't blame him how he is reacting right now and so is ml he suffer alot as well after his Parents death. Both are different people suffering a different life we can't blame anyone of them