Reading the latest raws, I just feel sad for everyone*. They all have their fears, their circumstances, their mistakes, their motivations, their yearning and their hopes. What a poignant time in everyone's story, the developments have been SO intense, one after another.
*Except for Jamie, that fucker needs to go.
Ch 56, Luke is actually starting to piss me off. I get that he trusts people have more good in them than bad, but Bruno didn't just make some "mistakes", he intentionally and continuously agreed to do things that harm Luke, to benefit himself.
Maybe bc he sees Andrew's hesitations to interact more with and trust others, he's trying to overcompensate by sticking to his "people are generally good, look at me who believes in everyone" schtick in hopes that Andrew won't get even more suspicious of others or affected by worries. But still, Luke is straight up in denial at this point, it IS that serious.
I personally think the author is very good at showing us that both of them process incidents through very anxious lenses and that always affects how they communicate. Thus they're trying to change the other to respectively meet each other's "security" standards in life.
One is afraid of ppl harming Luke bc these have been his experiences and it's his priority to protect his life, while the other is afraid Andrew won't be part of a community that - even if it's superficial - stick to each other and harmoniously coexist, with the least possible conflict.
Hence, neither of them is really allowed to be who they are, bc even small deviations from what they each think is "safe" makes them anxious.
They have yet to really accept and trust each other, and that can only be done by understanding that there can be leeway in their views, 'different' doesn't equal 'danger of collapse of their whole system' and gradually asking/learning what each other needs and reaching compromises so they are fulfilled, while still not forcing unnecessary change onto the other. That way they'll also more likely be encouraged to acknowledge personal issues and make conscious changes as individuals, for their own well being.
Regarding the art style changes, let's not forget this artist has had to change the way she drew the characters, Yujin especially after (what seem like unfounded) claims of plagiarism by another author. While Yangma did dispute the claims - none of which were proven legally - she still chose to shift her drawing in hopes of appeasing them and stopping constant letters and requests from the other artist.
So, we don't know what might be going on still behind the scenes, nor the length at which she's been affected by the situation. She could be still figuring out the look she wants to achieve, or it could be a temporary result for other reasons.
Whatever the case may be, I hope that if we have comments about the art (pos or neg), it could be done mindfully and not accompanied by insults toward the artist.
Hey, so about that castration and jail I was talking about last time, let me take that back. I'll just kill him, I'll just fucking kill that remorseless, useless rapist piece of trash, he doesn't deserve to take another breath.
Who DOES THAT SHIT. Jiho spent 6 years with him, drowning in self-hate, perpetuating the cycle of abuse and self-hatred that were the only things he knew were constant in his life and thought he was worth. But now that he made an effort to get out YOU COME TO DRAG HIM BACK IN THAT?!? Oh I'll take that mfer out
And here I thought Bruno fessing up would be a good thing, cause at least Luke would find out the shit that his supposed "friend" was pulling. But is it just gonna focus on Andrew keeping stuff from him? :(
I mean, he's not wrong and Andrew has got to fix that habit of his, but please!! Luke has got to see how Andrew was trying to figure out a way that he'd be safe (even if he went abt it in a weird way) and he's even making efforts with his other friends.. Ugh the angst is so good.










We knew he was her son. But the implications of her being involved with him ending up in that shitty company and now she's helped them again to capture Hikaru.
Nah, bitch needs to go idfc what her excuses are.