I only have very little memories of this manga, and some of them I'm unsure of. What I'm sure of though is uke is a working adult and seme is a student very attached to him. He's known the seme since he was young. I'm not sure but I think the seme was adopted / was a kid from a close family relative or friend. Seme guilt trips the adult uke for his feelings, and seme feels guilt. Later on seme rapes uke I think. Uke experiences emotional trauma and a close coworker notices his unstable condition. I think this coworker had feelings for him too. Later on (not sure), their parent/s die? I just kinda remember something big happening take that with a grain of salt haha. Thanks in advance
I think it’s probably http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/
They’re stepbrothers. It’s so dark D:

Can anyone recommend something generally uplifting? I guess its okay if its romance, but preferrably not. Sick of smut, i just want something less heavy and calmer/lighthearted. Thank you
romance fluff
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1437118/
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romance fluff pt 2
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2032198/
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children fluff
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1408361/
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children fluff pt 2
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1976292/
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friendship / other type of fluff
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1751016/
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