beta
Story was amazing and I hated the brother with everything I have but for once I’m happy with how the aftermath of trauma was portrayed. I’m a SA victim and sometimes how trauma is portrayed in BL sucks and it was nice to see how bongchun treated him after it happened. He took his time and didn’t rush and didn’t ask bc sometimes as victims it’s harder for us to recall those moments especially if it happened with a family member and while I wish we got alittle more attention on the trauma from soongap it was still a surprising touch to the story and made me happy cry bc it was such a triggering and traumatic scene and so it’s nice it wasn’t completely glossed over though I do think the brother deserved to live with his guilt till the end of his life if he died I don’t think soongap nor bongchun would have coped with that nicely especially with how they coped with death and trauma around it. I think soongap wouldn’t want his brother dead but definitely wants away from him