ok i cooled down a little and thought abt it. i do think heart is an interesting character because the way henry is portrayed as sort of callous towards victor, yet heart is a stark contrast with his pure unadulterated affection towards victor. and while i may not agree with victor finding him ugly lol its fine that he doesnt necessarily like him (altho i think he is rather rude towards him) i do think its interesting how when faced with clear evidence of henrys love towards him, victors initial reaction is to push him away and ignore it. its a very interestinf character trait and i do uope the author digs deeper into it when heart begins distancing himself from him, because victor does take him for granted. idk if im able to verbalize it well enough tho lol
lowkey victor deserves to be cheated on by heart after how poorly hes treating him. and the bs he said abt "is this how it feels to be loved?" talking abt the other dudes HEART IS RIGHT IN FEONT OF YOOOOUUUU? he didnt even ask him out on a date cuz he liked him either he just felt guilty lol. i feel bad i understand where victor is coming from but it sucks and i feel itd be lame if the only way he "realizes" his feelings is if he gets jealous over heart bc the way hes acting hes rly taking him for granted + i cant visualize him immediately getting over his biases towards heart abd being like no i love you. unless he himself changes on the inside so i really hope he grows and it isnt an immediate out of nowhere switch (ill stop for now bc this is gettinf dangerously close to me making stuff up to be annoyed abt which is in no way fair to the author lol. i do wonder how they will tackle it bc on one hand. its obv not super serious a chara is called dick but also henry and victor r clearly complex ppl!)
cheating isnt even the right description bc they arent even rly in a relationship besides one sided feelings on hearts side LOLL victor needs to step up cuz clsarly someones manipulating heart and was possibly doing smthng with henry in the past however its not as tho victor is entirely undeserving of heart choosing to be with someone else (i doubt thatll be endgame of course obviously)
i do wish akira and shuu had had a conversation where they both talked about the different versions of akira's father they knew. like maybe i blinked and missed it but i swear akira never even tells shuu why he was estranged? idk maybe im forgetting some stuff and somehow missed a scene bc why would they leave that out????? and i just wish the father had been a bit more. bad? than he ended up being. like it sounds insane to say but i feel his whole fight with akira shouldve been bigger than just a couple of panels in the beginning to justify why he wld never contact him and why akira would refuse to see him until he passed. and it would make him actually attempting to learn and not be bigoted hit harder.








ah i follow this mangaka on twitter im pretty sure! i cant remember their usedname at the moment but if anyone wants to know i can check. excited for this, hope it gets official / more professional tls soon bc no offense rn its alittle difficult to read! ty for uploading however ^_^