A man with a particular fetish fears how his impulses and sexuality will ruin those he loves and has...
Very interesting, digs into the mind of an extreme sadist that has to choose whether to let himself love and hurt his partner or be celibate and let those he loves safe and sound. It's very nice to see he is not an asshole, he is deeply aware of his fetish and how damaging it is and he feels horrible about finding pleasure in the boood pf people. He is very humane.