
Okay, now I think about it, if MC did not get room some other floor then he wouldn't have met them, he would have have met a nice girl/boy like Carl or Judy and they would have fallen in love, and his lover would help him sort things between him and his mother then he would have picked acting career after his mother and live happily ever after ╥﹏╥

He is strong, a lot stronger than me , that I admire, I will read for you, only you so I hope you get your revenge...

(Don't read it you don't want a Spoiler)
Yeah it did!!!! I fucking hated reading this novel, I was really liking how strong he was and hell no, I would even understand if he is okay with Jerome, l mean it's not good but Jerome has his own trauma which is greater than MC(we shouldn't compare but...) he has been suffering from childhood, and MC took his revenge by killing Anna, and Jerome did not do much compared to others and he has been trying to save Mc but Simon? Like fuck you man, Simon is by far the creepiest character I read, he says he loves him, but he is just ruined MC more than Hugh or George did, he killed Karl, but he was not punished, he was seen as love interest? and he has been doing absolute worst and the thing with his Mother oh god I hated it but MC loved him? I mean Yuckkkkk , I hated that more than anything, it ruined my week , ╥﹏╥, I hate SIMON , ah disgusting, first time I got creeps while reading a character, and it is not the darkest book I read... Ahhhh... at least he did not end up with Simon or else AHHHHH my mental state would have been worse... and when ever MC warmth of Simon I get this disgusting feeling, ohh, and I don't understand why he hated Jerome (I mean not literally hated but was so cruel to Jerome, he deserved it) but was leanient on Simon? I mean he did nothing revenge worthy to Simon , ohh fucking wimo he was ... (Sorry for the rant, I don't know where to put this, it just frustrated me to no end)( ̄∇ ̄")

See i don't have any interest in love or marriage, but my parents are planning my wedding, if I say that I have no interest they are like you don't know anything and you will need someone by your side one day or it will be too late if you want to in later years... While I completely agree with their concerns, what kind of logic is ' you may regret it later, so do something you don't like now' ╥﹏╥ . So I came to o a decision, that I will do a lavender marriage, I will marry a guy , who also want the same or a gay who wants to hide it ... Sorry wanted to rant somewhere, I am so anxious that I will be married that I cannot sleep

I thought it was a big organisation with many people behind it , who has MC brother as hostage or something but if it's just old man couldn't they have just killed him and run away? Obviously I am not talking about MC (he is manipulated from childhood) but MC brother could have done that, I mean he can't see the dreams or anything ╥﹏╥
THis is one of my favorite of all time, i read it sooooo many times i lost count...