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I was also bullied when i was in highschool and the reason? cause i study well and got higher rank than the group leader. And they taked shit about me even wished i died like they use to say "'my name' dies " and they said i slept (high school students sigh...) with teachers to get marks and more disgusting rumors and hid my things ,books etc it was disgusting, and you know they used to come to me for assesssments and evry thing . And they isolated me and everyhting but one good thing was teachers like me althouh that was part of reason for bulling me and one day they hid my pouch i was fucking done with them so i went to principal mam, and begged her permission to check cctv tape and caught that person and he returned pouch to me saying he found it some where teachers also believed him ,but it made me realise how weak they were so i started standing up like when ever they say i dies i would say their name and dies , i would act lieke i was writing something by looking at them and it honestly worked so well like they were scared i wpuld complain to principal but it was so liberating taking back although i was a loner i felt cool... but my personality became a little twisted , i was so pure and inncoent before...
this made me feel a little connected and that there was nothing wrong with me , i honestly wondered if i was the problem but no i they are the fuckers