Yes omg. This is TMI but I get constipated often, no idea why, it's happened all my life probably not enough fiber or smthing. But anyways the other month I was constipated for like maybe a week or so and the monster I had to push out after that literally ripped my asshole alittle. 1 reply
My friends are like huge shit talkers, mostly for valid shit but there's like this one friend which gets pissy over a lot of small stuff lately, its not often but its often enough that it makes me think of everything I say or do is pissing them off and its horrible. She has said she has been off her meds and I feel like that might be why. Its not like I can say anything either because they are like my bestfriend and I really want to keep this friendship because we've been friends for years and I really love being her friend, but sometimes it just feels like I have to censor myself around them?
Like I was asking another friend about what bls she reads because I learnt she read some and idk if she was joking or not (she struggles with tone) but she went 'really?' and I felt shitty because maybe I was interrupting her or something. She doesn't mind that I read bl that I know of.
She's a really great friend otherwise but like idk how to stop feeling like this or how to bring it up without feeling like I'm attacking her for it.
I never really realised how low my self-esteem was until I looked at a photo (0.5) a friend took of me recently and realised I didn't hate the way I looked. I actually liked it despite the angle and how it makes my eyes point outward. Before this would be something I would be begging for them to delete.
I scrolled through my camera roll and I couldn't find any photos I took of myself in the past at all. Besides acouple in group settings. It made me sorta sad but also happy at the same time? Idk.
Honestly didn't have anyone to share this with bc I don't really talk to my friends about stuff like that so why not just say this to a bunch of strangers.
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