i think im crazy cuz i remember reading this bl manga about friends jerking each other, the seme was gay and his friend is not. i was searching for it in my mggo and chrome history for 2days straight and i cant find it. and now im so close to believe that my brain made that up. PLS HELP ME FIND IT
I was wrong about my own description but it's this lol,
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/jikyuu_jisoku_de_nani_ga_warui/
IM CRYINGGG pls help me find this bl manga. they were bestfriend and the only thing i remembered was the seme is black-haired and he proposed to his bestfriend to jack off each other and said its normal for friends to do something like that. he was inlove to the uke. when they did it the uke said that he wouldnt be the only naked and the seme shivered and said that the uke should open his pants for him... huhuh ive been searching for it for hours
realistic romnce manhwa/nga where both of the mc can make mistake and learn with their mistakes. i want something i can relate with.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/match_made_in_hell/ very underrated

i want to read this manga again. its psychological, abt suicide. so we have this girl mc who is a wannabe suicidal and her classmate who is always getting bullied. she witnessed the girl being bullied and then i forgot what happened next but they got close and both of them want to die(the mc thinks suicide is cool). the girl also thinks that the mc is just a wannabe suicidal so she test her to drink the drugged drink from the vending machine. fast forward, the bullied girl commited suicide by cutting too deep in her wrist. she described the feeling of cutting herself like "the blood was hot, and i saw the inside of my wrist, its like a fried kfc chicken" idk.... in the end, the bullies who bullied the girl didnt even care or faced the consequences about the bullied girl's suicide.